Saint with taints!

I am not a saint, I have the same taints,
I have been painted with them,
colour that you might not like,
some you might just love,
taints brings me the way of life,
the ones you missed living,
I have gone through an ordeal,
of right and wrong,
of black and white,
of light and dark,
discovered that no light is too bright,
there is a need for one to know,
how is the world painted all red,
of the words I say, the ones you hear,
of the deeds I do, the ones you recieve,
of the good I do, the bad you see,
I have driven down the memory lane,
where there are no footprints left,
I washed away the  marks,
by blowing the wind over the sand I walked,
the river has some water,
but the ravines are rocky enough,
I traveresed to the heaven via the hell,
the taint I got, made me look for the saint within!

Not Me Beyond you!

It is very profound, not the thought,
but the feeling, there is long way to go,
more than a mile, its about lives,
to bring it to a horizon, where you can see beyond,
the messenger birds are back to roost,
the sun is no more harsh on us,
we broke the barriers of the light,
the day and the night,
there is something more, I see in you,
not ME beyond you!:)

Because of me being for you!

Blue is the sky, and not my eye,
why am I called the blue eyed then?
there is something more than an answer to this,
remember I told you something about this,
if you could forget about it so easily,
you can remember nothing then,
I dont draw lines of intelligence,
you mark you journey from where I end,
the beauty is not about the finishing line,
the beauty is not reaching the base either,
the journey along and in between,
beautifies the life even more,
when I ask you, who am I to you?
your glare at me with ardent yearning for me,
gives me an idea of being the most meaningful one,
the glance by chance of my eyes may seem teary,
I am sure its not because of you, its because of me being for you!

The Sand and the Glory!

The shine of sand, slips away with the sunset,
the glory remains in the wait of the rise and the set,
flowing in the hour glass, you dont notice time,
every bit of the sand that moves to the other side,
the ones which flow along the banks,
you dont notice them at all,
the ones that remind of the past,
we take care of them all,
every bit of the sand flowing in the hour glass,
every move of the sun moving the westward,
every time you spend a minute or more,
the reminesinces bring you to the hour one,
I wish there was a zero hour,
when the sand slips out of the hour glass,
it is only in the hands it is hold,
every glorified moment that passes along,
neither rise nor the fall of the sun,
of the hour in need or deed,
the only moment I want to live,
when you are with me!:)

Where you talk to me

I wake up to morning glory,
where the horizon is mine,
the sun comes to me,
the clouds talk to me,
I look up to the day,
where every moment is mine,
the time comes to me,
the moments talk to me,
I take up to the end,
where I share the joy,
of being one with you,
where you talk to me!

Horizon Mine

The mist of the morning, on my blanket,
refuses to keep me asleep any more,
the mauve tones of the morning sky,
getting brighter by minutes that die,
the silent chills of the breeze,
calls me to wake up for the day,
my eyes look above at the morning star,
looking beyond the boundaries I carve,
I look to the sky and draw a line,
I call it horizon mine,
yours can be beyond,
even more beautiful,
it can be near or far than mine,
I draw the line till I can reach,
not  necessarily  to compete,
I drench my face with few dew drops,
wipe it out and look afresh,
I put my eyes on the line I draw,
to see the rising Sun approch,
my line goes fade with the brighter star,
I merge my line with the line of the Star!

Aarzoo

Ek kasak aaj mere dil mein bahut hai,
agar mein maafi mang leta us galti ke liye jo maine ki nahi,
phir naa khota saath tumhara ek baat ke liye,jo maine kabhi ki hi nahi,
dil mein ek baat zara si ghar kar gayi hai jo,
tere jazbaat ki kimat kuch nahi ki maine,
usi baat se dil naaraz hai yeh,
jisne teri kadar ki nahi thi tab!

Usi baat ko lekar jab koi baat nikli

Tumne socha ki woh phir raat nikli

Maine mana ke galti thi meri,

Magar us baat pe itne khafan kyun ho,

Jis baat ka koi wajood nahi,

Main naa samjha teri ankhon ke ishare,

Ek baar tu use lafzoon mein dha de,

Tere jazbaat ki kimat jo kuch thi,

Mere alfaazon mein woh taqat na thi,

Jo teri baat ko ek baar mein juthlade,

Jhuki palkon ne shiqast di hai,

Mere dil ne woh phir se kahtaa ki hai,

Teri awaz ko kiya hai nazarandaz maine,

Phir se apne dil ki arzoo jee hai,

Choona tumhe toh ek bahana tha,

Teri sansoon mein jo samana tha,

Agar samjhe tu mujhe begairat is liye,

Toh isse accha hai mera mar jana.

Grow beyond the boundaries!

To the chills of the winds,
I have no tear in my eyes,
to the roughed weather,
I have no shiver on my lips,
to the untimely waves,
I have no tremor in my mind,
to the unbound floods,
I have no dearth in my heart.

Let the winds know,
I am determined to see than what it can deter me from,
let the weather know,
I am determined to say more than what it can differ me from,
let the waves know,
I am determined to sail more than where it can drown me from,
let the floods know,
I am determined to bank them, than where they can brush me aside.

Not the sharp eye sight,
nor the strength of my arms,
not the timid mind,
nor the feary heart,
I grow beyond the boundaries,
Of strenght, passion and persuasion!

That was all that you meant!

Hold my hand, I can listen to your breath,
I feel you flowing through me,
you say nothing, and I listen to all,
I see you looking into my eyes,
you seek nothing and I give it all,
you give me yourself, at the best,
I would still love you at your worst,
you touched me in a way,
I will never forget the way,
we were close to miracle,
that never happened before,
I leaned on you, not to sleep,
just to feel your heart beats,
I heard them say, you are mine,
that was all that you meant!

Life will go on!

I don't want to measure,
the depth is enough to be empty,
there is no need to find a reason,
the smile is enough to fill me,
I don't want to treasure,
the abundance is enough to be used,
there is no need to find a reason,
the touch is enough to satiate me,
I don't want to go up,
the heights are enough on the land,
there is no need to find a reason,
the rolling eyes make me fly,
I don't want to fall down,
the ground below will hurt,
there is no need to find a reason,
the life will go on!

Ways to Decipher-Life!

The green meadows of the life,
sees no season of autumn,
there are just the blooming springs,
around the clock of the year,
there are perennial waters flowing,
side by side to clear the stir,
the boat remains afloat,
on the bank of dreams,
the hope brings the rower in action,
the fate takes a different direction,
the destined journey changes path,
the ultimate goals seems a distance apart,
when you reach the set milestone,
there you realise one more to conquer,
the high you set your aiming birds,
the more you find the ways to decipher!

Season of death!

My fraudulent desires are chasing me,

the fast I run away, they near me,

I hear the sound of the bells,

harnessed to the raging bulls,

It seems I have lost the serenity,

the fear of escaping time from eternity,

it brings the lawless abstinence into me,

which leads me to the abysmal of the life,

where there is no light,

none could bring the lamps there,

none could give me the sleep of life,

none could borrow a smile for me,

I withered, before the season to die!

Life of Zest

On the waves, high and low,

the tide does not come on time,

the shores are washed off by the unknown,

the is not  the direction of the sail,

the blow may wreck  the ship too bad,

I have no reasons to not to sail,

 through  the storm, that I may see,

far beyond the horizon you find the Sun,

that gleams to glitter the savoury ocean,

the golden waters are not a mirage,

those golden waters my life can’t drink,

life needs water not to live,

to wash away the dirt of the aghast past,

though we sail with a hail’y heart,

can the weak ever defeat the strong?

not to win, not to triumph,

to live the life of zest atlast!

Shamma-e-mohabbat

Har shamma roshan hai apne ujale se,
magar andhera jo ander hai woh mit ta nahi mittane se,
patangaye ki nazar toh hai ujale pe,
magar andhere ki khoj mein woh jal jata hai apne wajood ko pane mein,
wahi diwangi toh use jalati hai,
shayyad duniya use hi mohabbat bulati hai,
khudi se jo roshan hota hai ,
use koi kya roshan kare?
mohabbat mein kya din ke ujale,
kya andheri raat?
naa toh phir koi shamma jale,
naa ho koi patanga kurbaan,
E khuda na toh woh phir hume mile,
aur naa phir ho koi unki baat!

I wish, I could

I wish, I could look beyond,
is that the fog?
I wish, I could look beyond,
Am I myopic??
I wish, I could look beyond,
is that too much too ask for?!
I wish, I could look beyond,
have lost my sight?
I wish, I could go blind,
And I could say it is love!

When you mean You are mine!

I have a reason to smile, this season has to be mine,

if you are the one to give me a chance, close your eyes and be mine,

I have a reason to live, this year has to be mine,

if you are the one to give me a chance, close your eyes and be mine,

I have a reason to be eternal, this universe has to be mine,

if you are the one to give me a chance, close your eyes and be mine,

I have a reason to love, if you be my universe undefined,

there is more to life, love and me, when you mean you are mine!

Tracing You!

The silence brings smile,
words prove to be fragile,
the heartbeats provide the music,
the light becomes the lyric,
your sight of being distant,
is the proximity of being indifferent,
there comes the breeze,
taking the life beyond the crease,
a footprint left beyond the path,
helps me to trace you at last!

To be- a reason for your smile

It poured a lot, though it could not empty the sky,

I loved a lot, though it count not make someone mine,

I thought I drenched it, never knew the dry depth,

I covered it with embellishments, but I lacked the basics beneath,

bowed down to the supreme strength, the fact of like-wise love,

could not find a better way but to put in lifeless words,

it gave me sleepless nights, teary eye with a picture of lost world,

I gave it a chance, to make a different world,

beyond the lines, I challenged it to make it mine,

I lost the battle when you drew line on my toe line,

though it could never happen, I wont cry,

I would laugh it out for being the reason for your smile!

Lost footprints

There has been no way to be left alone,

all paths have been walked by someone or the other,

not the saturation of being exiled is of concern,

but the worry of getting lost still exists,

the glory is not in returning back to the start point,

but in the search of the lost footprints left by the treader!

Time-memory-people

Reminiscences are plenty, the urge to live them is enough,

the lost are the days, not the people,

to bring the smiles again, no one has the thought,

the wind brings the dried leaves of the autumn,

rains bring the smell of the earthy love,

seasons pass the word of time, ticking around ones life,

but the memories if untouched, fade the everyday life.

Phoenix

To the hail- for the reborn,

rise from the dust,

the clouds are waiting,

the sky has divulged,

the gates are open for the charm,

the sun and the moon and the stars,

waiting to be the anklets of your arms,

the magical armours wrapped around,

seek the victory not on the weak,

conquer the one with the toughest streak,

the joy of the life with a hundred smiles,

to get it done, lets take that extra mile.

Power Of Now

Run not after the time,

time chases not the age,

whatever exists for the moment,

may be the way to be the best,

run not after the best,

best ceases not the worst,

whatever comes for the moment,

may be it is the way to come to you.

No where, here now,

every where, every time,

blue to the hues, colour to fit,

the way to do, with a sting of it,

nor the victory or the defeat,

with conviction of time to make it big,

brings joy with some untold tricks.

Conscious Journey

The origin has no reason, nor does the end have a cause,

just to turn the page, we all require no pause,

no beginning is new, neither the end becomes past,

only the present state, we see it as must!

Every one comes to somewhere,leading from nowhere,

the nowhere is the point of origin,somewhere is the point of pinnacle,

you don't know either during the journey,

the only you know is the conscious melody,

in the league of reaching the pinnacle,you forget the origin,

in the search of the origin, you forget the quest of pinnacle,

the only memories you have,are that of the journey,

the end and the beginning are mere matter of marking,

the origin is insanity, to reach conscious is pinnacle!

Light of Dreams

Lead me to the light of dreams,

the light within that comes,when my eyes are closed,

the light that has more colour than seven to count,

which has not the power to show but to see,

and take me beyond the horizons of the vision that I want to see,

the light that has no colour of love but the feel of it,

the light that brings me less of reflection of me and more of the shadow of you!

Elemental living

Not bound, not bordered,

neither free nor cornered,

a bit more embellished with,

at peace, with a common faith,

at place, with a usual trust,

at a point, with generalized love,

to give not to get, under the sky,

above the earth not in the air,

a life more like living!

New Beginning

A silent eye, not flooded with waters,

a choosen life with wishful thoughts,

a calm heart at the roaring sea of emotions,

a chilled mind at grinding senses,

a touch of feather at robust moments,

a beautiful feel at ugliest hours,

a new way on the old paths,

a rediscovery of the lost passions,

a hand in hand not for a walk but to lie side by side,

a dream of sound sleep, wakening up to conscious me,

a blue star in the day light bright,

a blemish to heal with a tender touch,

an empty to life to fill the memories,

a graceful end to all the agony around,

let the new age begin!

Believer

The brightest stars don't envy the moon,

the sun is seen to all, but the morning star is seen only to the gazer,

the morning star steals the show, with all glow u can bear,

be the moon,the sun or the star, everything has epitome an hour,

the only blues that loom over, the clouds of darkness that cover,

hides the light, fades the light, diminishes to the last take over,

but through the perseverance goes out the troubles,

the only way to evade out intruders, is to live the life of strong believer!:)

Light n darkness

keep those ways open for me, where the light is yet to reach,

take me to those places, where the sight is yet to reach,

I wish to see the sight where there is no light,

where you can be my guiding light!

Unknown is not the darkness,known is not the light,

unknown is the way the water flows,known is the path it traces,

shallowness is not concise, depth along brings the profoundness,

the way you move is unknown yet fearless, leaving footprints for the last tracer!

what you want me to be

Take me the way you want, am all yours,

left to your imaginations, I can be a hallucination,

I am the rock in the deep water, the bird in the sky high,

flow with me from the tip of the mountain,

to the deepest corner of the ocean,

I am not bound to the bells, nor to ticks n toes,

I am not a harness to the growing child's walking shoes,

I would be not the one if you don't want me to be,

it will be just all you unless you want me to be me!

Far I see

Far I see the hope, far I see the way,

not close enough is the end,

nor near is the start,

there is constancy lingering around,

but not permanency about it,

there is a way to deal the temporary emptiness,

but no way out from the permanent fullness,

the brims over flow like the banks of river flooded,

the water contains the self and not the stone ahead.

Far I see you, though not clear,

but you seem to be the one,

the journey is not of few miles,

it is of more than light years,

the way to reach is all rubbled,

though I want to tread,

the only wish is to hear,

that you are still waiting to be near,

I will cross the seas, the skies,

to make you mine even if it takes years.

Rise Up

To the hail- for the reborn,

rise from the dust,

the clouds are waiting,

the sky has divulged,

the gates are open for the charm,

the sun and the moon and the stars,

waiting to be the anklets of your arms,

the magical armours wrapped around,

seek the victory not on the weak,

conquer the one with the toughest streak,

the joy of the life with a hundred smiles,

to get it done, lets take that extra mile!

Romance-A way to live!

Romance me not the wind way,

the wind blows once,

just like the anger vented out,

it storms into the still air creating a twister,

romance me the water way,

as it flows perrenial,

it soothes the heart and qeunches the soul,

it flows with vigility by making its own way

into my heart-come and seep and let me do the same,

i will flow like water from your eyes, when you tend to throw me out,

I will freeze your heart like an ice burg when you try to get me out,

I will clean you the purest way when you wash your worries with my love,

i will take you to the farthest peak and the deepest trenches,

not on the mountains nor in the oceans but in the journey of love!